Everything’s changin’
Today should be interesting, as I plan on starting the ball rolling. I’m not entirely sure how to feel. I am definitely more than a little scared, but I know that it is what is right by me. My hope is that it will be mostly positive and not turn ugly. One can only hope.
I’ve allowed myself a little hope these days, it keeps me from hitting the lowest of lows.
It’s more than a little sad that I received some exciting news yesterday, yet I feel I can’t share it with the closest people around me, since it will only get used against me. In the past all of my successes have turned into failures by ultimately being turned against me. I can’t let this happen anymore.
I finally have the will to fight for myself. I get a little stronger every day, and even if I’m only crawling right now, at least I am starting to move for myself.
